I'm going emo these few days
Going back on my daily routine of every night crying to sleep
It's just all my fault.
All mine.
See, I told you I'm going emo.
>.<
Nearly cried today hoho
Crazy. crazy. crazy ..
D:
I gotta be brave somehow !
I want to be there for him when he need someone the most now !
I just. I just want him to be happy again.
And I want to, too.

Couldn't find any nicenice blogskin
Or probably I'm too lazy
Hadn't had any mood to eat like crazy \ laugh like crazy too
I just. Broke down.
Plus all those stress studies are giving, me myself giving too.
So envy lower sec(s) happily playing around while upper sec(s) sitting for a sudden quiz \ test
Is this how life should be?
Is this what we call growing up and be more responsible or something?
I just am too afraid.
I'm afraid that you will don't look and think of me anymore
I seemed so invisible to you.
I'm afraid to flunk every of my exams
I'm afraid to be lonely
I'm afraid to grow up
I'm afraid to lose you, although I already had, I think.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW DDDD:
Seemed like a small babaye.
But I really am afraid.
Failure ; failure.

I told ya I'm emo.
But I will still try to smile (:
Whenever you see me around
However, smiling doesn't mean I'm happy .