& I lack courage
& I feel guilty
& i'm so disappointed with myself.
I just am unable to look, or even talk to him.
HAIS :(

School hasn't been very good.
Those looking forward feeling has faded and changed to sad ones
Everyday's the same. Lessons, stress, and no bowenians at all after lessons
It's so .. odd.
Those laughters. those joys
WHERE ARE THEY
I don't like this type of life.
I don't want to get serious with studies yet
I don't want to face noone else when we are off from extra lessons
I want life to be back as it is
I want you.
I need you.
I want the past.
There's a saying, once you don't have something, you regret
But when you have it, you take it for granted.
Yes, you don't know what you've got till it's gone.
Very often used in this blog.
Cos it applies very well to me
The owner, and one who sets a very very good example for this phrase
Totally sucks this girl.
I hate it.
D:

I just want to smile at you, at least for once
I feel like shouting to the whole world for what I've become
But this is all my fault, my doings, my decisions
All I had to blame.
I hate myself luhs.
I've lost you.
But I will still try to be happy.
Lucks .
):
I'm so emo today.