I slept from 8pm to 1130pm, and I don't feel like sleeping anymore later.
I don't feel like going school too.
It feels like a friday night.

I still hadn't find the motivation to go school.
Perhaps to study, gain knowledge.
But it's more like dragging my feet, I can jolly well study at home alone.

Today, I was very depressed, stressed out and heaved a sigh of relief when ppt's all done.
Well, I guessed almost everyday.

A mail containing details to a briefing on electives for year 3, it was sent out to us.
For a moment, I felt really scared, really scared to grow up.
Really scared of the jobs, resume etc I had to send and for another moment I was blank on what my future my diploma cert can give me.
Let's say I don't want to continue with studies anymore.

For that moment, I lacked confidence in my course- it was for the first time.

For now,
I told myself to jot notes now that I have free time.
But I wanted a day off.
I started browsing through my previous post in this blog.
Memories flow back, and I couldn't deny I was thinking about you.
Again.

Then, I replayed 'just a dream- nelly'
It matches very well to what I am feeling right now.



I know I know,
My post nowadays are so boring, wordy and emotional stuffs all.
Guess the more interesting part will come when J felt a little more happier.

For your entertainment :



Kthxbye for now.
xoxo