Had I know, I wouldn't come back home & face reality.







6 Months back, we had you to be of accompaniance to tangyuan
You were very tiny, always so aggressive whenever we tried to pick you up.
I remembered how we used to laugh at you cause you are so black,
How we always had problem taking pictures of you, needa lighting and all.
You were very skinny, very picky with your food.

Days & months passed, trust built up and slowly there were bonding.

When you were with ty,
You always scream whenever he approaches you,
Only being sweet and always kissing each other whenever you two meet, it's such an awesome sight we cannot resist.

You gave birth to 3 awesome babies,
Despite one being undernourished, they were still healthy and you were the best mother ever,
Scarificing yourself so much you became so thin,
You were bones and all.

Things were so unexpected when you became pregnant again.
You were so frail, you still gave birth to 10 still born babies and lost alot of blood.
You were so sickly, I promised I will bring you to the vet and even were worried sick of you having wet tail.

I was too late.
Fucking too late, I didn't noticed how you stuggled for your life even in the morning before I left for school,

You are so cold now,
Your eyes seemed to be open,
You are not dead, somebody please tell me that, you are not dead :(

We will love you forever,
Thanks for being such a great mother, a greater wife and best hamster.
Rest in peace my dear,
My dear pudding koh chin chiaow :'((((((((((((((((((

Burying you now, you will live in our hearts forever. (u) TTM