Some screams you do not want to hear, I swear.

Jsie is down.
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Ever heard before when you're younger,
Your parents or those older than you will complain
That the society, especially work life,
Is nothing but a dog eat dog world?
Where everyone backstabs and betray each other,
Let alone best of best friends,
Just to gain the best for themselves and friendship is NOTHING to them.

They go near you for their advantages,
And shun from you whenever trouble arrives.
They leave the best for themselves,
And throw you aside whenever they are bored of you.


Well, this happened to me unfortunately,
And the sadder thing is I experienced it at this age.
May be lucky cos I came to realise how curel human beings can be,
But it is damn disheartening because I do nothing wrong to experience all this shit.

All I wanted is good friendship with almost everyone,
And me smiling and laughing all this shit stuffs may let you feel that I'm a happy go lucky easy bully fucker,
But sorry I'm not, I have my own temper and limits too.

If you want to keep a knife behind your back and stab me unknowingly,
Sorry to say but I saw through you
I saw your fucking true colour.
How am I to be close to you once again?

You watch out, things will never be the same again.

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& oh, I'm so dying to wear dresses to sch nowadays,
But when I do like today
I feel damn sucky with this hairstyle, it's like totally don't match.
So unconvenient too cos I kept moving around.

But how when the temptation is so strong? URGS.