You know what readers?
I'd been feeling TERRIBLY MISERABLE because of mannnnny issues.

I LOST MY FCUKING JET -'-
I STILL suspect my idiotf colleague who took it and maybe some in cahoots
fucker.
I used it like merely 4 months and whats more its really (y)
Not a bit of unsatisfication with the functions and least say the appearance.
FUCK THE ONE WHO STEAL MY PHONE, MAY YOUR BALLS ROT AND MAY YOU LOSE EVERY PRECIOUS THING YOU HAVE FUCKER -'-

I cried more than once okay, so you can fucking imagine how heartbroken I was.

Mum was such a dear cos she immediate asked me whether do I want a replacement,
And got me an omnia pro which came free.

The line was using my bro's, which was already decided to let her get a new phone but she insisted on me getting it instead.

Veryveryvery touched seriously.


& I had to let go of my darling jet noun, cos even if I were to REALLY LOST IT ON THE SALES FLOOR, there's no cctv to trace back.
Just fuck the one who took it okay.

:'((((((

Of all I had caring colleagues as well, tyvm. Appreciated it damnnnnnn lots.



Well I freaking missssss my hair now, yes.
And I'm not the bit happy with the new image.
Should I go rebonding like seriously uh?????????????????????????/



I'm so vexed with school stuffs right now.
I caught my eyes on this fujisu laptop but NO SCHOOL WANTS ME, LAPTOP FOR WHAT uh fuck.

SHOULD I FREAKING GO RP OR WAIT ONE MORE YEAR
& what's the criteria for this year's O's????????????????????????????????????????


I'd regretted everything that happened from the day it does till now.
Most is my phone.

Yes my heart is THAT heavy that when I cross roads I don't really care a hoot, cars turn in I can just stroll and had the mindset to just walk back and kena bang.

I know it's not worth it to end my life like this for a 500buck phone but URG FUCK U man :'(
Despite I just paying like even half the usual amount but it's like more than part of me being removed.

I'm so afraid that I had to think like 100000times before flashing out my omnia, text and slide back quickly into my backpocket, looking out for that lil fcuker cos I didn't want anyone to know I HAD A HANDPHONE.


You know I freaking dread of having to lose something soooooo precious again .
Haisss.


Handphones can be bought back but I'm just so angry with myself, being so careless and foolish to even forget where I put it and just left it there.
It's either the entrance counter or the sales floor.
So disappointed with myself.


Well. These had been kept inside me for quite some time, yes I BADLY NEED TO BLOG IT OUT.

For the past 3 days I'd been staring into air, tracing back what I'd done, where I'd been and who had interacted with me during the time I lost my phone.
A bit of me still didn't want to give up.

But today, I had to. No cctv at floor, what can I freaking do?


So hurtful. I hate you.


People text me if you know my number, I LOST ALL MY CONTACTS.
I'm so sad right now but I can do nothing.

I just have to give my jet up. (u)