27th Dec 2010

First visit to a pub with gj and ts

Ts called for shots and per person only 4 shots, but already felt giddy.

Now aftermath, rashes around the body and it's itchy- like mosquito bites.

I kind of like the feeling of giddiness,

Semi aware of things going on but you can just turn a blind eye to it.

Scream all you want cos it's not you yourself screaming, but the the voice inside you.

I won't turn to drinking to drown my sorrows after all.

All these itching just make me mad.

Loves,