Even the basics I can't conquere,
What about tomorrow's maths major test?


I'm still taking maths in sem 2,
Facing it in everyday life.

I can't understand and can't even let my brain start to work.
I can't find the motivation,
Why am I so stupid?

I'm sorry I have to blog this out.
Whenever I think, it's the last test make it good.

But how to when it's the hardest, like the most difficult subject for me?
I screwed up science, I gave up not even half way.

I regretted it but I can't do anything, my brain just can't work. It won't function.

My friends were great, they helped me whenever I need them.
They explained in details what are the steps to take, giving examples and all,
Such that I fully understand.

I'm really thankful for them,
But in one way or another I disappointed them,
Cos I'd already gave up when it's not even half the battle.


I played games, not study and wait till the last minute.
Yes others can go without study cos they are smart, they understand but not you.

Conclusion ?
Blame myself for laziness, lack of motivation and doing last minute work.



Buck up J,
Believe in yourself like what your friend said, you can do it. (L)