Today is a total grave mistake.

Planks and planks and planks and planks of WOOD.
Just fucking need those to hit on my head to wake up to REALITY.
Yesterday was awesome but today was CRAP.

Thanks to jasonm, sufian, yusran, bahri,chiachin, evelyn, gj, ivykoh for YESTERDAY.
And thanks to all for the wishes.
Really appreciate that.

Fucking looking forward to today cos yesterday was a dramatic change.
3/4 not anticipating but your proved me wrong.

But today was another CHANGE.

What were you to do if what you expected to be turned out not the way you wanted?
To make matter worst, no replies from your cliques or even your bf.
Till then you have to fucking plan your own birthday venue and JSIEKOH hates to plan things.
To add on, asking for opinions is another no no cos SILENCE.
Everything in a rush but not everything going my way.

How about lies you received from your dearest cliques?
Who like liars?
But how about lies that do you good but HURT YOU and yet you had no choice but to swallow them down your throat because you know that they didn't mean it?
How about that?

Pissed off.

How I wish it's raining outside now,
Fucking need it to wash my tears away.

Perfectionist but jsie should realized that nothing is perfect. NOBODY is.

Worst birthday but nicest birthday eve ever.
Thanks ah.
& Happy birthday to the girl whom embarrased herself in mrt and buses by crying, JSIEKOH.

On an additional note, million thanks to caixingsis for being there when I fucking need someone.