Just woke up from my loooooooooong sleep
But still not awaken enough to face reality.
Damn sucks okay.
My mind is in a whirllllll.

One side of me you are able to see,
Joyful and crappy.
The other side of me,
Confused and lost.
I'm thinking about LOTS of things.

I'm so looking forward to today cos it's finally the weekend
So it means that I can stay up late and talk to somebody
Which I had been waiting for quite long alr.
I love talking to him alrights.

But whenever he is present
My mood changed.
I began to put up a happy front to show that I'm better off w/o him
I don't know why I'm doing this and it's really tiring.
I really miss him alot.

It's clear he loves his lifeeeee so much now
So why should I even interfer ?
Will it make a difference if I try?
Sucks okay.

I think I can change my name to MELANCHOLIC today again.
_I_
I hate having periods now because it made my mind think about E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G which I hate alot because some ought to be in the past and never ever brought up again!
FUCK@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@



Tell me what it is I'm reaching for?





Just take it away.
:(