October 7, 2008

Last minute meet-up tution with MsZ today.
Sengkang, burgerking.
Damn noisy.
Managed to survive through though.
Done a worksheet.
Went through.

Teacher treated us to 1901 hotdog meal :)
She expected an A1 for F&N in return =.=
Won't post the pic up cos I HAVE FUCKING NO MOOD NOW.
*@^&*^@&^

Met up with huisin later then waited for others.
Went parkway shop for somethings.
Then home-ed.

BYEBYE.





All this while I've been giving in to you after we seperated.
I'm in the wrong, but you are too.
You don't realize it.

I'm sarcastic cos you don't care about my sayings.
I'm sarcastic cos I'm hurt deep down by your harsh remarks.
Same goes to you too, but all you care about is youself.
Later you beat around the bush and tried to say things that already hurt me and denied so.
I've changed, but so had you.

I turned a blind eye and continue giving in.
You fucking take it for granted.
Cold replies, sometimes sweet ones but later disappointing me again.
Up to me, my choice,
I also need your opinion.
And not just me myself deciding.
I need you.

Yes I'm contented enough that you replied,
Contented enough that you still care,
Contented enough that you still say you do love me.
But with you dilly dallying today and I in rush of time,
How can I not be angry.
You wanted to surprise me?
It's not the least convincing at all.
& YES THIS IS ME.

I can change for you.
But can you change for me?
Is this fair?

Everytime is you calling the shots.
Breaking with me is no big deal cos it's whether who is in the wrong.

Once again, I've moved on.
Fucking forget me and I'll fucking thank you for that.
Cos all I need now, is friends and family by my side.

& You've disappointed me, again and again.
Goodbye.

I will cry for you NOMORE.

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